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Clash of Events
Thursday, June 08, 2006 Just thought of taking a break from work, so here i am, blogging randomly (as i cant possibly think straight now) 8th of June, Thursday, it looks just like another usual day without any particular significance hiding beneath the calendar and metaphysics. To me, it isnt that random, as today's the birthday of my only blood related brother - Shiun. Yeap, it's true i m not that close with him now, i don't even have his MSN, and i hardly even talk to him since i am here, and he's back there in Malaysia. It's also true that, i often forgotten about his birthday for the past years, but for some strange reasons, not this year. So, shiun, if you happen to bum by this site, happy birthday, and may your wishes become true in the near future.... (lol, that sounds a lil cheesy.. n i m not quite used to seeing myself like that) Since I m far away here, i cant possibly get you anything as a present.. hence, i decided to write a little poem, and post it here.. (Since i m pretty lazy nowadays, and not being able to post so often at my poetic site - www.xanga.com/friedfred) So, here it goes, "Brother in Blood" I stared at him with a youthful daze Looking at him with an admiring gaze Even though he'd only yell, “Get away!” I’d still listen to everything he’d say But as I grew older One could say I got smarter I started to fight back No longer taking his crap We began to drift apart Yelling at each other was the morning start Soon he taught me how to curse So now I could give him my worse I couldn't stand the sight of him I wanted to tear him apart limb by limb He embarrasses whenever he could Sometimes I believe his torture will never end! Sure, sometimes he has his moment Mother would call it his atonement That he was trying to protect me But then he'd go back to tormenting me I'd wait patiently for him to move away University boarding where he'll stay He’d pack up his things and to the airport Smiling as he told me he’d go far Now, it's my turn to go far away His presence, empty from what used to be inside I no longer scream all day Instead I wonder why I feel this way He was finally out of my life His appearance no longer cutting me like a knife So why is it, I look at pictures of me and him? Is it really possible that I miss him? Friends said I matured at last But really not that fast I said my brother realized this long ago He learnt this more than I could know This came as a shock as you can tell My brother could act very well But really now I knew That inside, I loved him too I hope that we could've seen the light And have finally stopped the fight We are siblings And that’s how we'll stay on living Hmm.. alright.. now aside from that.. today's also the eve of worldcup 2006, eve for the launch of new oceanic realm, Barthilas (PvP), the day i received my first 9/10 assignment at a postgrad level, the day i used to always forgotten.. well.. hopefully, not anymore... P.S- Pray for me, to get a HD for my management framework.. i think i stand a chance for that.. leaving skool f-r3d at 10:30 PM 1 pokies {WTFPWNKTHXBYE} |
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