Recent reflection of myself
Thursday, July 28, 2005

Hmm.. after a chat with a friend of mine, (no name shall be mentioned in this.. sorry Gary.. i apologize for that) i suddenly had a instant reflection on the current me. As in, how i used to be like, and how i really am for now.. it seems to me that, there are some discreprencies since my last realization on the way i carry myself in many sense (might be.. 3-4months ago).

I somehow realized that.. i m not.. as critical, and as daring as before, that's one. Second, I am not as sarcastic as i used to.. and i m turning lamer and lamer... For those who knows bout my fish question.. you should know this...

Really, it's weird.. how could oneself became so different in such a short period?? Why is that? What's going on? Is that because of my usual sense of sensitivity is decreasing in contrast of my age (in other words, am i growing old and turning blunt?) Is it because of the course i m currently doing? (am a psychology major, -.-!!) or issit because of the environment??

What's exactly the reason for that i am not so sure.. but one thing that is definitely related or co-related to that.. is the entertainment level of Adelaide City. According to environmental stimulation theordy (2031, which will be published by me in the future), the more boring the environment you are staying at is, the more blunt and dull you might become... hmmm how's that sound?

Grr.. that's just a hypothesis of mine, and i dun really wanna blame it all to Adelaide.. it's not that bad afterall.. A friend of mine from Hong kong (Albert yam) just invited me on a fishing trip.. yeah.. so it aint so bad after all.. it's such an *exciting and thrilling life we are having over there.. so.. must treasure it.. *cough..

Anyway, during the conversation with Gary.. i mean.. my friend.. I replied to his comment of i m turning blunt with this,"oh well.. sometimes you just need to be a little blunt and square.. it's not good to be as sharp as a knife all the time, that's y you dont see carpenter using a knife to hammer nails". To me, since the current lifestyle i am adjusting to isnt that.. demanding and stressful, why turn on all your instinctive alarm and be alert all the time?? Be aloof.. learn from the hippos or.. the koalas.. eat more eucalyptus.. sleep more.. since the only thing i could spare with you is my time.

So, don't be silly to judge me as less critical or blunt... it's not like i am putting a ring on something and committed to a fixed pattern of carrying myself for the rest of my life. In other words, saying that i am less daring is also another bull.. hello who wanna die early for nothing? though imitating some mild jackass stunts might seem to be part of my hobbies.. but.. no that's not how i earn my living, so i neednt put my own life on the line for that..
However, for the being less sarcastic part.. YES, I DO AGREE!!! In order to earn a "license-like" permission to BE sarcastic again, why not?

leaving skool f-r3d at 8:49 PM 2 pokies

{WTFPWNKTHXBYE}