Unyielding Factors
Friday, September 30, 2005

As an ordinary human myself, it's undeniable that in some moments of our lives we just cant seem to give in or yield on to a solution/circumstance that is suppose to be justified or at least be seen by the society as fair. Now, just think of which, when you behaved in an unreasonable manner for no apparent reason.. not trying to achieve anything or prove anything.. but just trying to be hard (not physically).. you get what i mean?

Simply put.. people can be stubborn at times without any good cause/reason/solution..
Some people think of it (stubbornness) as a way to hold on and put a stance point to their (mostly male entities) own principles/virtues/vivid-formation-of-sell-restricted-rules, ;P

One good example, you often see guys that cling on to a pair of old shoes.. which by right should be buried away and dedicate a tombstone for it.. u get what i mean? (i hav a fren.. wearing the same walking shoe for 6 yrs.. the problem is.. that's the only shoe i ever witness it on his feet...)

It's common to see guys holding a deep obsession to things/patterns/behaviors that they are used to and comfortable with and never thought of changing it or modify it..

Wearing the same shirt, using the same route everyday, eating the similar food, seeing similar friends, particular with arrangements of their cars.. etc.. u get what i mean?

Tho.. i m not saying that men are more stubborn than women.. perhaps no one in this world can make any serious comparison and measurement bout that matter.. but women are stubborn in their own ways as well.. tho in general in different fields than men

However, the unyielding factors arent always materialistic in form to women, for example, obsession towards their idols (no matter what happened to the idols, they are still equivalent to god, to the fans Brad Pitt is still single and a virgin in their hearts), the guy they adore in real life, to the colour they like (migosh.. i never knew pink is so evil.. it could completely swallowed one person and converts everything into PINK!!) , chocolate (especially during the day of the month), and ASAM (migosh.. u shud see how sher mayne they all constricts the asam.. u leave one packet there.. it will be gone like being evaporated in less than 5 mins)

We all have our own unyielding factors, stuffs/behaviors/thinking that we dont wanna give in and forcefully decided to carry on no matter what.. It's like scorpion's instinct to sting, moth's genetic coded idiocy to die early, turtle's cowardness to never die early, sunflowers' obssession of the sun, Goldfish's incapacity to stop eating, etc

We are all mulish/stubborn beings in our own ways... be it on thoughts, behaviors, or possession on materialistic means, we are...

For some strange reasons, i decided to list down a few unyielding factors of myself that no matter what;s the cost i wont give in.. at least for the next 5 yrs..

TOP 20 unyielding factors (in no particular order)

1. my childrish determination to get my hair braided/dreaded (no matter what i must complete this childhood dream of mine before i die)

2. my love for poetry.. nobody can take it away from me.. i know i m being stubborn even when i know that my writing style might not be as trendy as the angsty-i-wanna-slash-myself's kinda poetry

3. my ridiculous hobby of collecting stupid videos, mindless jokes and retarded pictures that killed my harddisk's memories day by day.

4. my instinctive urge of being sarcastic whenever the chances are given.. (it's bad i know.. it's bad.. but uno.. it;s i m like the moth striving for the fire.. couldnt help it)

5. my human-cant-explain fetish for all Aristotle's works/concepts/philosophies (stop bugging me.. i know some facts arent exactly valid.. and yes.. i m like an old man reading stuffs like this)

6. my biazed perception on chinese and viewed them as a smarter race among all.. as they are everywhere (not just because i m one of em), see for urself.. they discovered northpole n stayed there even before the spaniards discovered it (and argubly true that red indians might be chinese as well)

7. my ridiculous belief that if you stare into my eyes long enough i could read your mind and tell your body measurement

8. my righteous behavior (or rather idiocy) to always support the underdogs in any league of any manner(almost always...)

9. my moth-suiciding beheviors of constantly performing of risky or senseless behaviors (electricuting myself with mild electronic devices, forcing myself to swallow wasabi, ginger, chocolate, lemon, and sarsi-flavored candies at one go, etc)

10. my constant hatred for anything flourosenct pink.. tho i have a pink tie.. shiny one summore

11. my even-god-couldnt-explain's tendency of calling Jaime, Jaime.. (i might be dyslexic in a way.. selective dyslexia)

12. my without-a-cause accusation of calling anyone i perceived as gay as gay.. for example Gayson Jason

13. i am stubborn when comes to taking pictures of the scenery.. but not humans

14. my boredom-inducing style of blogging, as i MUST induce bits of my ranting and the moral-of-the-story bits in each of my entry.. :P

15. i am ridiculous on my sleeping pattern, and not planning to do anything to it anytime soon

16. my self-belief prophecy that even last minute works can score a D for most subjects (D as in Distinction)

17. my self-proclaimed traits that.. i am STILL 19!! (expiry date 02.11.2005)

18. my unfriendly interpretation and urge to ruin anyone's evil plan if being detected by my divine-o-meter

19. my one sided view on.. Harry Potter is evil..

20. my entity as a whole as being unyielding and idiotic to made a promise that should never be granted and was being cast to a 1-yr's seal(expiry date 27.12.05) that i somehow suffered and being fooled of. (Curses and spells are existing in this world, trust me!)

Blah..





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